Day two

Todays workout kicked my ass ! I could barely keep up . My leggs and back are sore from yesterday. Today was another day of no puke ! yay Charlie. I guess this blog wont just be about weight loss. I guess it will be my outlet for the time being.
Got my new cell today too. Its bitching. Blackberry Storm2 yay will take some time to figure it out but oh well I like it. I hope my little exercise endeavor pays off !!! It would be nice to be healthy again : )
ps : pretty sure I broke my pinky toe dang it

All about me ( for those of you who dont know)

OK so heres a little backround info. I was born in Manchester NH. I have one sister and one brother. My life hasnt been the easiest. Thats mostly my own fault , but I won't take all the blame. Some things happened when I was a teenager and my sister and I have a very special bond because of that. I left NH several times to try to get my life together. Try & fail seemed to be my motto. Eventually I ended up in upstate NY. My bffl's husband was deploying so I moved up there. I ended up meeting my soul mate there. Corenda predicted it all . Even down to when we would get married ! We met in August, moved in together in Feb & married in July. He is by far the best thing to ever happen to me. He "domesticated"me. In all the right ways. Because of this man I am a better person than what I use to be. We struggled to get & stay pregnant. I had 6 losses before we had our 1st daughter Emma in 2008. Twenty months later came our newest addition , Charlotte. Now I will be brutally honest ( as I always am ). I can't stand people who lie. Especially about stupid things. I also can't stand for the life of me people who do not have their priorities in order. I hate how kids these days think that they have no consequences for their actions. When did this nation start being soft ? Not only with punks but adults as well. I am all for hanging/executing child molesters , rapists and murderers. And why do they have all the rights once they're in prison ? They don't need a gym or a library or TV. They made their choice to break the law. Who do tax payers have to give them what they have ? The was I see it things need to change in this country , and soon too. Parents need to start disciplining their kids. I am so sick of seeing kids running around because their parents are too lazy to be parents. Again just reaffirms my decision that people need to take a test and run it by society on why they want offspring.
I am by no means racist but why in the fuck when I call my bank that's in America I have to press 1 for English?????? I am positive that you're suppose to be able to read , write and speak English to live here. But then again look who we have running this country. A bunch of crooked law makers who really are in it for themselves. I also say the N word a lot. and its for everyone not just the brown people. I don't know why they think that automatically means them because the definition of the word Nigger is ignorance. And that comes in every color.
OK now I'm tired and going to bed. night night

Day 1

OK so today was day one of my new lifestyle. Eat healthier , be more active and the most important , be happy. My girls deserve a Mom who is happy and able to keep up with them. Not some over weight mom who feels sorry for herself. So my goal is to lose at least 40 lbs by the time my husband comes home in June. I only want positive feedback and people in my life. No more negativity. No more " I can't" . My life needs to change today.
So I've done this Insanity workout a few times now ( theres 8 or so DVDs) and everytime it kicks my butt. Theres a reason they call it what they do. The guy that does it is nutts !!!!!